9.ZACK- it's time to get going. I've got to get out. It's no longer enough to think
and do nothing about it. I've wasted too much of my life in this blue-grey haze. I've got to get out of here and start making
something of my days. Cuz I don't know how much time I've got here. And wasting what I'm given is my greatest fear. And zack's
been on my mind so much so much recently. I've been putting things in perspective and I've realized I'm doing everything I
shouldn't be. And zack I keep thinking about you. Zack I keep feeling you surround me. Zack I keep wishing I could bring you
back to lead me by example. Zack. Cuz zack I wake up every morning dreading the day I'm about to face and I won't pretend
to know anything but I don't think I should be living this way. And you I thought that you I thought that you I thought you
might understand. Here such a short time but you made all the difference. And zack I keep thinking about you. Zack I keep
wishing I could bring you back to show me how to live again. To show me where to begin again. And zack I keep wishing I could
bring you back cuz I can't let you go. I haven't let you go. Cuz I can't let you go.
10.DANCE FLOOR (MORE + MORE) - open up the shades, let the sunlight in. open up the
blinds, let the world roll in. if you could would you start all over again? Not much choice so where will we begin? And i
know this house feels empty, its walls seem made for two. But love like yours must float past this life. I aint never seen
a love like you. Please dont speak of dying. Breathe a fresh life in. if i can, ill help you start all over again. Though
the road looks lonely youve been here before. and hes loving you more and more and more This love it started on a dance floor.
Your bodies moved as one. And though the music seems to have quieted, this waltz goes on and on. And youve lived so long think
youve seen everything. But tomorrow youll meet a newborn spring. And im sure hell be watcfhing you from his cloud. And im
sure hell be feeling mighty proud of this love of his life - you know not everybody knows a love like yours. And though youre
feeling so alone, hes loving you more and more. So open up the shades, let the sunlight in. open up the blinds let the world
roll in. if you could, would you start all over again? Not much choice so where we will begin?
11.MELANCHOLY - I woke up alone this morning after dreaming you were next to me and
I closed my eyes to remember how it felt when you were touching me and it's been to long without you to be doing this I know.
It's just I get so lonely I go backwards cuz I got nowhere else to go (chorus)and all I hear are Melancholy melodies in
my head and I don't think tomorrow's gonna be different - I'm not gonna wanna get out of bed and I don't really want to be
here/flo any more I wish someone would just tell me what I'm doing this for. My mom called the other night to remind me
to write a light-hearted song so I thought I'd try but my heart was too heavy so everything went wrong (chorus) and I don't
mean to be bitter it's just I'm feeling so alone - and that one thought consumes me til that is all I know - so I'm out of
fuel and I'm living grey and I'm missing you much more today than I would if I could just pull myself together - but my eyes
keep on shutting and my lips don't remember how to smile and I'm sick of spending my life running the eternal extra mile never
to reach the finish line never the prize to find and never the big never the big never the big, big love and all I know is
melancholy
12.9-5- i wake up for a 9-5 job and i dont want to get out of bed but i do cuz u do
what u gotta do when you gotta do it so i get up put on my working face but i know soon as i reach the place that i shouldnt
have bothered coming in at all. Cuz my boss is a bitch she treats me like shit she hated me at first sight- tried to get me
to quiet on the very first day but i wont give up this fight. No one treats me like this and gets away with it if youre unhappy
with your life leave me out of it. I wake up and i slam my eyes shut as last nights words come falling down on me and i dont
want to relive that one cuz if i could i might take back my words though i know he got what he deserves-i guess just wish
hed been nice and maybe deserved me. But the boy he screwed up and he screwed me over at the same time yeah he started the
game but when it came the playing he gave up before the finish line yeah he acted so brave but what it came down to was he
wasnt ready to risk the climb. No one hurts me like this and gets away with it. If youre not looking for something real leave
me out of it-its a matter of pride its a matter of respect we should all realize what were worth and be unwilling to accept
anything less than love yeah im not taking anything less than love cuz anything less than loves not good enough
13.ADDICTION-it's been almost a year since I saw you last and since I've been home
it's kind of been bringing back the past.the truth is I don't want to see you anymore -I mean I do but I don't want to risk
the pain I knew before (chorus) cuz I wouldn't know what to tell you - no - no I wouldn't know what to say .if you were
to come waltzing back into my life wouldn't be able to turn away. I left here praying for a happier life and since I've
been gone it's been much better - I've been allright. But if you've been thinking about dropping by do me a favor and don't.
but don't ask me why (chorus) a lot has happened in my life since I saw you last.Strange when the changes come they come at
once and so fast.Still if I could leave tonight with you I fear I would. Tried to teach myself to hate you while I was gone
but I can't though I know I should (chorus)
14.NOT ALLOWED -I woke up every hour last night I can't sleep in this place I get
no peace in dreaming I only see your face. and people keep talking about us -asking me what's going on. I don't know what
to tell them when only half of what they think is wrong (chorus)I don't know how to love you when I'm not allowed to want
you -I'm not allowed to love you cuz you don't want me to so I keep on checking myself to make sure I know where I stand
finally found what I've always wanted just to find that I can't have it I don't understand (chorus) and I really thought this
could be something huge. I could so easily fall for you but I'm not allowed to let myself cuz you don't want me to (chorus)
15.SOMEONE ELSE - i was thinking that if she had called instead, you wouldnt have
wanted to work. And i was thinking that youre probably not ready to put another girl first. And thats ok you know Im not sure
im ready to myself. Yeah, ive been alone so long, im not ready to answer to someone else. But i was thinking it could still
be fun if you came over. But maybe its better you dont. and it was looking like maybe this could be really something. Now
its looking like maybe it wont. but thats all right you know. I kind of blame me. Yeah you seemed pretty ready to go and i
just wasnt feeling as ready - so yeah. But i was thinking that if he had called instead, i would have jumped up and sang.
And i was thinking that you shouldnt force yourself to do these things so i shouldnt try to see you again. But im sure its
ok you know i think youve been thinking about somebody else. And to be honest with you, ive been doing some thinking myself
and ive been thinking bout someone else. Its probably stupid i know but ive been thinking about someone else
16.MORNING AFTER - the sun shines through the window warming my face just enough to
make me open my eyes. I am amazed cuz it isn't a dream. You're lying beside me. I stare at your pale eyelids closed and your
arm stretched across my breast- the way it glows. (chorus) And if I could freeze myself in a moment of time, I would choose
to live forever in that morning after that night. Cuz everything was beautiful. Everything was peace. We sat on your kitchen
counter drinking chamomile tea. and then you kissed me (chorus) and suddenly understood that moments can be music - poetry.
And for the first time in my life everything I wanted was lying next to me. (chorus)